Hi people.
Haven't been on this account for ages.
My new permanent account is ~MessiMutt
If anyone wishes to watch that account of check out some of my stuff. =]

Btw. for any of you that was wondering, my baby Miracle got put down on the 17th march due to his cancer. </3

Sorry I havent been on for a little while.
I've been having trouble desiding wether or not to get my extremly special doggie Miracle put down due to his cancer. And I think i've decided to have it done this Wednesday.
Over the weekend his eyes have changed and when I looked into them I could see they wernt his anymore and I knew I had to have him done.
My dad has not made this situation easy for me, I know he's really upset of the fact that he's got cancer and i said i was going to have him put down but he keeps pointing out little tiny things that are still showing signs of what Miracle usuly is/was. And frankly I'd rather have him put down with thoughs little tiny traits of his then loose him completely before he's eithen put down. And apparntly to my father that is crule. Frankly he always puts his own feelings before others. He just doesnt want Miracle to leave us but i'm not letting my dog suffer just for that.
Its not nice watching your baby slowly die before you.
Miracle was my first dog that was truely mine, that belonged to me and he'll always be special.

~ <3

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My new account for photo's ect is ~MessiMutt

I've created a new account for photos.
I'll still be uploading some photos onto this account but the other one's just for one's that i dont want to fill up this account with.
At the momment i'm just uploading pictures onto that account from this one so hopefully i can get some new pictures up on that account soon.
=]

Dont worry i'm not leaving this account, i just felt like making a new account for some reason so i'll still be uploading now and then on here aswell. =]

-hugs to all-

my other account is ~MessiMutt its go the same icon as i've got on this account so it shouldnt confuse people of who i am too much. xD

Love you all

xXxDeathhoundxXx

Sorry for not being on for a while people. I've been so stressed, my dog hasnt been to well for a little while and i had to take him to the vets and he had to have a biopsy to see if he has cancer and the vet rang me back with the results the other day. :__________;
Its not good the test came back positive, they said he's got about 3-6 months to live..if that.

I'm really upset by it, im not sure what to do with myself, i knew i'd lose him one day but i never wanted him to go like this most of my family have died from cancer. D:

Plus one of my lectuers from college is a right bitch... i just really hate her she never thinks before she speaks and she's upset a few people in my corse now, if she says one more thing out of term im going to force her to call head of department and i'm going to have a few strong words to them about her and her teaching...frankly i've had enough of her bullshit.

Well i'm on half term at the momment so hopefully i can sort a few things out that i need to catch up on...including going threw heeps of these messages. D:

Sorry again for my absence.

Lub you all.

-hugz-

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1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
Umm, Drived a car.
..Oh yea, i went ice skaing too, i've alwaysed wanted to go. =]

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Cant eithen remember what new years resolutions i made last year. <.<;

But in 2008 I hope to achieve my driving licence, to complete my college corse, Do more drawings and take more photo's, and get anouther savings account to save up money to move out in a couple of years. =]

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
A dog in the kennels had puppies. xD.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Braidy a old chihuahua i cared for, bijou my hampster and george doggie ((who i knew from a tramp and saw grow up from a puppy)) got run over and i only found out when a black bag came in and we had to open it to see what the dog looked like and it turned out to be george and i was like like 'D; George~!!!' ((we get everything thats killed in the roads of my city in at work and we have to look at the bodys and scan them for chips and such. )) ..yes i know they are all animals but they are moer special then most people. D:

5. What countries did you visit?
Mikitopia =] ... ok yea thats in my brain. Havent left brittan this year.

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
Hmmm, I dunno. =/ I'd like to contol my anger a bit more. <.<; and have more expiriance with public.

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Rather not say... though i dont remember the date but i remember what happend. D=


8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
..havent really achieved much i dont think. passed my thoery test for driving, but nothing to big, though i hope to achieve more in 2008.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Probbely alot of thing but i cant really remember. <.<;

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Meh colds, HHR, being sick sick. the usual crap.


11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmm, Cant remember what stuff i brought early in the year but i've just brought myself a cute irish wolfhound statune. =] ..its quite cute.
I brought myself a car too. =0

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
I dunno, probbely some woman i dont know who's achived somthing great and has helped animals of the world and has made lifes better.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The genral public. Do you know how low class and perfetic alot of people can be.

14. Where did most of your money go?
My dogs mostly. <.<; I need to stop sending so much on them. -_-;

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
umm. I guess when my dad drives me ((and the doggies)) to the forest. I know its not that biga deal to some but i love being in or near a forest and as far away from city life as possible. =] ...the small things in life eh? xD

16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
Probbely some cascada song seeing as my friend keeps plaing the her songs.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier?
Eh, about the same. I always feel at the end of the year i've not really achived much in life so i get kinda sad. xD

ii. thinner or fatter?
Thinner i guess. Went through alot of fazes this year of not eatting.

iii. richer or poorer?
Richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Living Life.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being nervious and shutting people out. xD

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Well, I worked in the morning at the kennels, then i got picked up and took to my nans for x-mas dinner and pressies, so nothing to great.

21. Did you fall in love in 2007?
Nope. Not with people atleast. have you seen half the guys in this city. D; ...dam i wish i was in scotland. xD ..their accents are so smexy.

22. How many one-night stands?
None.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
Grim adventures of billy and mandy. <.<;

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
umm, probbely.

25. What was the best book you read?
<.<; ... probbely the harry potter book. xD

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Dunno.

27. What did you want and get?
My car. xD

28. What did you want and not get?
Truffelz. =[ she was a springer spanial and evil people came and 're-homed her' and ruined her. That was at the begining of the year and they still havent came and payed for her. D< ((and they changed her name to trixy..shes no trixy...grrr D<) .. ok im not gonna get into a rant about it. xD

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Dunno, havent really got a favorite.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
um, I went ice skating, went to a lemur and white tiger santuary, and a dinosaur museum, and went to a few shops, got drunk and probbely some other stuff i cant remember. I turned 18. =[ ...best not get any older.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If I got given tons of money and my own house in the country. xD (( an old black and white tudor house prefably. ))

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
Probbely jeans and millions of tops, i've been quite girl this year, lets see what next year has in store. xD

33. What kept you sane?
...
the fact that the mental hospital hasnt found me yet.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Most likely johnny depp. =0 ..yummerz.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Probbely all of them, though i dont really care about politics and crap.

36. Who did you miss?
No one.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Some people at college. ^o^ .. i thought i'd never fit in but i've made so great friends. =] ((yay i fit in for once))

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007?
If you want somthing done, dont be afraid to state your point and work your hardest to get it done, no matter how many people bring you down just try your hardest and keep working at it because you will succeed in the end.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

'Don't' be told what you want
Don't be told what you need' - Sex pistols God save the queen. =]